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No we can’t be friends. We are way past that point. I could never just be friends with you real shit. If we were friends then OBVIOUSLY feelings are still there. But you could care less about other peoples feelings. Just get back with that other nigga. You post pictures with him still, pictures of when you guys were together. You must miss that relationship. Or the other nigga you went to prom with. Or the nigga you called “hubby”. Obviously you was not thinking about me. You want them niggas. Have them.
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I don’t get it. I’m not ugly, I’m not an asshole. So why every time this dumb shit happens to me. Can you females not see that I’m trying to make YOU the happiest person you’ve ever been. I never gave yall any reason to not trust me. I never hid anything from yall. I show every girl I been with my phone, give them my password and everything. I have nothing to hide. I don’t delete messages, pictures or phone history. Everything is there for you to see. I stay commited when someone catches my eye unlike most people. Believe it or not, I’m not like most people. I’m someone that cares for others more then I care for myself. But then again, that may be my downall.
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I HATE the past. I hate how I looked. I hate I was treated. I hate how people looked at me. It was bad memories with a few good ones to get me by. I’m happy things changed for me. Changed for the better.
